okay, i`m so so so damn pathetic and miserable now.
I absolutely HATE all technology and ALL computers.
Oh how i wish to live were comp itr not needed, or needed to the minimum, and all stupid works are based on hand work.

So, may ask me, what did happen, that i changed my mood so suddenly.
Okay now, i tell you. My stupid old like hell computer broke down completele.

well, that would be not a big problem, except I HAVE toons of works to finish and without comp there`s no chance to finish it TT_TT and now i`m realy desperate.

I realy have no idea what to do, because i grew tired of this shitty comp stuf.
since septemper i rewrote windows for 7 times TT_TT

and its like this right now. I realy want to go somewere and die, well its just mostly because i have no tears to cry.

well, thats for it today...and if you thinking how i`m writting this shit here,,well its just because i have real life conection to my brains, or just useing comps in academy.